UGH!

So i was looking that this picture i put of a soilder on my myspace page
i then realized
i cant handle a year.
If THIS is kiling me,
[feeling like a part of me is gone constantly]
than i dont knkow.

God thought i was tough enough to handle it though.
Its not even close to May yet.
crap im gonna cry a ton again when he leaves. dang it.

good thing i didnt marry him.