Dear Skyler:

Skyler, this is some words i wrote to alex in hopes of making her feel better because she's been so down lately. This is the only part in importance to you...so read this:

"...we all hit our rock bottom points. Mine was mid-late last year... invloving loosing best friends, a relationship with joel who i was engaged to, was down the drain, i tried to run away, i've had cops at our house a couple times out of my crazy outbreaks due to a lot of stuff that happened in the past that i kept bottled up...i dont know...then i met skyler. He doesnt know and i havent told him what he's done in my life. You WILL find you're skyler soon. Im not saying a relationship, just something that turns everything around! Just one day everything will look up. These situations cause you to look around and question everything in your life...i see that as a good thing. You dont really know who is there for you, what is right for you, and how strong you are without these emotional tramas. Without suffering there is no compassion...."
~Roshielle

I love you baby, you havent began to realize what you've done for me, and i hope you'll have the time to figure it out.
Hopefully, when we're in the mustang on prom, doing our traditional looking at stars through the back window on the monument, i can rescite what you mean and what you've done for me...

But i do miss the late night philosophical talks we had in your bedroom about God or in your opinion the lack there of,along with all sorts of inteligent topics that question the human race...when i'd sneak in and all we have is a box heater and the warmth of each other to stay warm till that alarm went off at 4:30...when i've shown you things no one else has...seivley's class with the elementary flirting until you get yelled at to move your desk back where it belongs...when we shook in each others arms that night out of passion and i realized what you were and what you already knew...the first time you said i love you...the only thing i ever regret is what happened the first time we tried to kiss.
and skyler, you know i dont regret.

i cant wait to see you tommorow and help you with your room... honestly because im looking forward to those butterflies i still get 7 months later, i cant wait for you to hold me where your body completely surrounds me and i just feel safe..and how i fall asleep in your arms [and thats where i get some of my best sleep, and my back doesnt hurt...if i can fall asleep :)]

but honestly, to sum this up...
"i see you as being the perfect boy for me, were so much alike, and we make up perfectly for each other's flaws, i never knew if there was a boy like her out there till i met you, and now the thought of anybody else... just seems unimaginable."

sound familiar?

<3<3<3