Really Fast written feelings i wish to express.

That mark was the best and the worst mistake
Shows the friends who stick, and those there to take
Uncertainty in feeling, uncertainty in what shows
If you never sit and down and ask, you'll simply never know.

I dont want your looks, i want simply your questions
I want only your advice and only your suggestions.
Im gonna turn into a woman, see myself is to blame
Im done with you thinking that i play a screwed up game.

It was weakness on display, not a matter of our hearts
Im sorry i mislead you and again tore our world apart.
It wasent intentional, giving you pain....it hurts me...
Im jsut with someone else....who my pain, i refuse them to see.

So with that stated, i must tell you what that means
Thats why i get so cold and so torn at the seams.
I dont handle the stress well, which of course you know
but im sorry the words come out so hurtful and low.

And i know we'll depart, and maybe never talk again
Just know that you're in my heart, a past lover, a friend
I cant bare to think what this will do to you
or what its will do to me.
we can just sit back and reminece one day.
we can one day.......dream.