18.3.08

so this is wuts up.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=16194128

its finally the way i want it.
Perfect. lol.
Skyler and my 6th month was st. patricks day.
It failed cause my parents didnt let me do anything...
even though it was my anniversary, but they didnt give a crap and made
me stay home. [it was because i saw skyler "too much" last weekend...
and i put milliage on the car..but i pay for the gas in it.
They ruined it pretty much.
but i got wine for us that we are enjoying tommorow...
and then he gave me roses. AW


I talked to joel, he was angry at first.
but appologized for hanging up on me...
when he called me back...
hes doing good...
oh i miss him.
But he's getting dog tags made for me to ware!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EXCITED!

Skyler is getting this new job. Insilator...where he has to travel around colorado.
UGh, now i wont get to see him much. barely...
He says he hates it cause he wont see me, but i know hes gonna like it.
Another boy i have to miss. lol.

but its hard not to resent them for doing what they want in life.
But i respect it, but im going to do that to someone one day.

Skyler gave me a key to his bronco today.
Thats like a big relationship step...cause for one its his bronco...and two its
symbolic...like "here's a key to my apartment" kind of thing...

IM worried about my marrige and families paper..and it not being in! :(
school is getting crazy...

and lauren: YOU ATTRACT SPEAKERS!